Secret of life

One day, when you are feeling tired, when you are weak inside... when you are creeping on the same mistakes you have done. When you can't forget yourself of something and for some reasons, or even you don't know why you are not chose to be loved or to be with a particular person. Why you are here, why you are doing what you are doing now. What you are suppose to do, or what you really want... Why, why and why things are happening like this and that. So many questions, and so much weakness inside.

A friend of mine told me that whenever we're questioning God that's when you're weak. Seem so true to me. As like I am now. God, for me is not like a person, is something like a united power of the universe. The universe of the spirit and we're all part of it, meaningfully and powerfully.

I believe that thing happens for a reason, we may not know it yet, but be patient; the answer will eventually come to you. And that's why I'm trying to live my days and get the best out of it. Waiting for someone happily, and nurture my dream and desire without hesitation. This message below, also always helps and cheers me up, the words from one of my favourite novelists, Paulo Coelho.

"The secret of life, though, is to fall seven times and to get up eight times."

So, why is it so important to live our personal calling if we are only to suffer more than other people?

Once we have overcome the defeats - and we always do we are filled by a greater sense of euphoria and confidence. In the silence of our hearts, we know that we are providing ourselves worthy of the miracle of life.

Each day, each hour, is part of the good fight. We start to live with enthusiasm and pleasure. Intense unexpected suffering passes more quickly that is apparently bearable; the latter goes on for years and, without our noticing, eats away at our soul until, one day, we are no longer able to free ourselves from the bitterness and it stays with us for the rest of our lives.

Oscar Wilde said: "Each man kills the things he loves." and it's true. The mere possibility of getting what we want fills the soul of the ordinary person with guilt.

We look around at all those who have failed to get what they want and feel that we do not deserve to get what we want either. We forgot about all the obstacles we overcome, all the suffering we endured, all the things we had to give up in order to get this far.

But if you believe yourself worthy of the thing you fought so hard to get, then you become an instrument of God, you help the soul of the world, and you understand why you are here.

(Retrieved from an introduction of 'The Alchemist" by Paulo Coelho)

Have a nice day!